MIDTERMS

All I can say is AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! lol j/k.. ok so this week I have been preparing for Midterms... Our class is coming to an end.. I love these girls so much ! It has been such an honor to go with them through this journey.  Here is a picture of us at the Victorian Styling Event.  We was grades on this event.  We Rock! Awesome job Ladies. Nicki Vervain, Gabriella Allardyce, Ania Sapphire, Nickle Sparrowtree, Lopez Fairlady, Sakira Mirabella

Also during the week.I got to be judge  for Prom night styling event after my win last week.  This was awesome.. Now i understand totally what they mean by saying it is up to what judge it is.. Because I seen my self critiquing the contestants on my preferences... So lesson learned here....FIND OUT WHO THE JUDGE IS AND WHAT THEY LIKE lol....It was a hard job and when the points start adding up ..so many are so close to each other and having to narrow it down to the winners is hard. But it was a wonderful experience and I was honored to do it and hope I get more chances.

Finally.. to end the week was Midterms.  I was so excited.  I practiced a lot and spent so much real life time trying to be the best in this school.  I found out sad to say... Things go wrong.  Sunday was the big day.  I worked so hard finding just the right outfits and got below the arc recommended and was ready to strut my stuff on the runway.  Teachers are all standing out there to grade us.  The lag became so heavy that I could not get nothing to load , or type, or walk, or even turn camera.... I quickly changing any setting I could trying to ease the lag before it was my turn.  They call my name to come down Beach and i burst through the curtain with such confidence, thinking I'll do the best I can.. I come to my dot and start posing..... Then realize none of it is the poses I need... I hear the judges mumbling about me having the wrong poses..and I get discouraged.. My heart was pounding.. I go backstage all upset and jumbled up and I explain what happened.. They give me another chance.  I go home, I relog, I come back...And KNOW I HAVE IT RIGHT THIS TIME... Once again I go..Hit my dot and all my poses are wrong again..The judge says what is she doing??  I realize I still have it wrong...

So my sweeties, No matter how much you think you have it together.. something might go wrong.  Yes I shed some tears over it.. and I got all jumbled up over it... but the thing is to pull you self together PUT YOUR BIG GIRL PANTIES ON and try again.  We continued over to Dome and I did just that.  Even thought I was composing my self, THE SHOW MUST GO ON.. and I came out of that curtain determined to bring my self back up to standard..and I think I did just that.  The Dome went on without any trouble on my end THANK GOD..lol..Although I disappointed my self, and didn't get to run the Beach correctly,  I hope all the other things will make up for it in my grade...

So good luck all my fellow class mates,, Finales are in these last couple days.. And I wish you all the best!  Stay positive, Don't let negativity bring you down, and follow your dreams.  Thank you so much to Debbiedoo Tigerfish, Nickle Sparrowtree for helping me so much in my hectic time of need.. I love you all so much...xoxoxo Stayed tuned to my next frolic.